gosh.. i am drained.. i dun even know how to start with all the thots running thru my head.. too many things..
spending so much time on them till i have no time for myself or my family.. feeling that emptiness inside.. will they appreciate what i or we have been doing?? they don't seem to be showing that appreciation.. i'm utterly drained...
i feel bad for spending so much time on them.. to the extent of neglecting my family.. i miss having the choice to just say 'no prob! let's go.. i dun have to do anything else..'
i hope this will end... but end on a high note.. and maybe after that, it won't be that bad..
i'm hoping...
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