oh man.. too much info to digest and i'm already having indigestion.. u know when everything comes at u but u don't feel anything until one fine day, it just hits u and it gets u so down? yup.. i'm having that moment now.. suddenly everything is finally settling down in this little brain of mine and causing me emotional wreckage..
everybody's graduating and getting jobs.. as everyone should know, once someone gets a job.. it's like almost impossible to meet up already.. sometimes, the fship just dies off with no apparent reason.. suddenly my friends are all growing.. and i finally realised how much i wish we were still in JC or something.. i hate growing up! i hate having to deal with so many things that will just make a person unbelievably upset or heavy-hearted! yeah.. everybody's growing but i'm kinda still stuck.. still stuck in a place where i don't know how to venture on..
then another thing.. my close friend is considering PR in Aust.. argh.. the mere thot of it is sad enough to send me to tears.. haii.. it's like my frens are all leaving me.. that's just sad man.. haii.. but if she's happy, i guess i'll be happy for her too..
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