Friday, May 27, 2005
my gosh.. i'm already bored of my skin.. shall change it soon.. so not used to my blogskin being so childish.. need to find something a lil mature.. something i can tahan looking at for a longer time.. haha!
i had so many things on my mind today.. i think plus the fact i might have woken up on the wrong side of the bed added to my agitation.. haii.. been thinking abt my life..
aren't friends suppose to take the initiative to like arrange get-togethers and catching up sessions? why doesn't anybody take that initiative?? don't they miss each other?? haii.. sometimes i wonder if i put in too much effort.. cos nobody seems to appreciate it at all.. but oh well! i've been thru this both in my head and in reality a thousand and one times liao.. soon i'll be over it and then i'll be there arranging meeting ups again.. something i really think i try too hard..
i miss THE chat!!! wanna do it again!! but when?? i don't see any possible events leading up to it in the near future.. i love how i felt so comfortable talking and talking.. tho i was doing most of the listening.. hahah!! but i miss it!! i really do.. =) had this empty feeling for the past 2 days cos i didn't talk much to the other party.. but oh well!! i'll just say i miss it.. =p
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