whoa.. wat a day.. was writing in my diary and i broke down.. yup.. released a whole bucket of tears.. tired of so many things in my life actually..
a lil' something from my diary:
A few days ago.. i felt really useless.. REALLY REALLY useless.. every obstacle or difficulty i take in my stride will end up in failure, be it academically or otherwise.. there i was, on my journey to enter another world, i started to think about the choices i have made..
people say things happen for a reason.. of so many things that have happened, i've yet to find out the reason behind it all..
yup.. thinking abt my life now always makes me break down.. kinda tired of this facade i'm putting on.. this fake strong front that's i'm hiding behind.. i
am worried.. i
am ashamed.. i
am afraid.. i am everything that u think a person in my situation should be but somehow.. something or someone inside me says i shouldn't carry the burden on my face all the time... hence, u see the me that u see..
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