hmm.. there was pretty strong tension in the family last night.. till i din even dare to stay online too long in case it might trigger off a quarrel or something.. yeah.. the tension was kinda created cos my sis and i din open the letterbox.. then my parents were waiting for an impt letter.. so yeah.. they kinda got a little pissed.. one thing leading to another..
sigh.. i found out quite a few things yest in regards to my sis.. u know how u jokingly put down pple in front of others? saying stuff like "why u so dense one.." or anything that's negative that will lead pple to laugh at u and stuff? yeah.. even if u meant it jokingly, it somehow DOES affect the person.. and it's even worse when the person doesn't really a high level of self-confidence to start with.. i feel bad for my sis but i dunno how to stop it cos those pple doing it are our elders.. *sigh*
actually, i think my sis is so much smarter than me.. and so much more hardworking.. it's just that pple dun see it.. she's doing much better than me when i was in CJ and i'm really proud of her.. really really proud of her.. hope she keeps up this spirit and do well in her A's to prove everybody else WRONG.. GO MEI! =)
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